Dedication.

Sick girl is still being a sick girl, wanted to stay at home the whole day but I guess my dad had to drag me out to eat. 

Went to Henderson Market to eat. 

Nopes I did not eat everything by myself. Shared it with my mum! 

I'm not a pig I don't post a post all about food ( okay maybe I will ) but yeah, this post is dedicated to my beloved classmates. 

To be honest, I'm thankful to have chosen to came to this class. To me, it just seems like fate. Some of you may go like ' what kind of fate is this?! ' but the fact is that I've chosen to come to this class over the choices of other classes or retaining. I have such a bad reputation among everyone, and I know that many of you were not pleased to have an extra person coming to this class, which makes up an odd number in the class. I'm thankful that you all started accepting me for who I am and tolerated all my whining and childishness, thankful that I have gained friendship over these two years. Special thanks to those that kept encouraging me and telling me that I can do it. Let's all do well for this O's and leave no regrets. ( sorry for not attending this last day of school I'm truly sick. ) 

Ohhh

Anyways I typed out another essay about the topic : Money , I'm practicing for my O's so please go read and give some comments on how I can improve on it and so~ thanks! 

www.thisnthatwords.blogspot.com

Goodbye. 

Sick.

Nothing much to blog about today but I just feel weird if I do not blog. 

I'm having a fever now and I swear I feel so uncomfortable, and having a fever when it's a week to O's isn't really the best timing. Plus my dad Cooked curry chicken today, and I can't eat any of those.. 

I can't really open my eyes fully as it will somehow strain myself and aggravate my headache. Felt so non-productive today as I did not even have the energy or mood to just study. All I did was rot in my bed under my blanket and read a book. 

A little good news about my navel piercing is that it doesn't even affect my movement or anything, sometimes I even forgot it was there, and I just pierced it like 2 days ago?! 

Sorry to those who don't really fancy seeing these kind of piercings but are reading my blog I'm just excited about my piercing, and it's one of the things that can put up my mood after a day of rotting due to being sick. 

To make up for my lack of studying, I typed out an essay today to feel less guilty about it. If any of you want to go and read about it, you can go to www.thisnthatwords.blogspot.sg , can even give some comments or spot out any of my grammatical mistakes! ( Kind of gore-ish though. ) 

www.thisnthatwords.blogspot.com 

GoodBye! 

Insecure.

Went to school today because my shortie persuaded me to come for one of the days. Was on the bus and then Shahira asked me to go Mac with the girls. One of the days when I finally attend school but I was late for it.

 Practically not a productive day today except playing basketball during PE. Was hilarious as throughout the whole match I was using one hand to cover my belly button and the other hand to bounce the basketball. 

Went to Student Hub to study with the mates after school, first time going to the student hub and most likely the last time as I'm not attending school anymore except for O's and all. 

The last time I saw my girl was on Saturday, and truthfully I miss the hell outta her, all her nonsense and low level answers. 

Headed to JE's Wendy's and shared a potato while waiting for the guys to end their Army and all. Wendy's potatoes are one of the nicest ive ever eaten and also quite affordable and filling. 

Went to Jem and had my virgin try on XinWang HK Cafe. Surprisingly had quite reasonable prices for the food despite it being considered a restaurant but was dissatisfied as plain water cost $0.60. 

Felt so emotional when I knew that my dreams are too far fetched away. Having someone telling me the truth which i was trying so hard to avoid, was as though it was slapping me right in the face. I'm just so delusional. I was always so insecure about how I always am, my size, my features, my height. Little criticism that makes me feel inferior just tears away all the confidence I had built up over the years. There were even times when I had secretly constantly for days puked the food I consumed every single time as I felt so guilty eating. Even though I'm not like that anymore, I just feel so insecure whenever someone points out about something I feel so insecure about, that I feel like breaking down there and then. Fighting back the tears was such a difficult task to do. I thought I was stronger, but today, I realized I wasn't that strong girl that I tried to be. 

I'm feeling so sick, having a bad sore throat with the symptoms of a fever coming up. 

Goodbye. 

Piercing.

SO TODAY............ I got a....

NAVEL PIERCING. 

It's something I've always wanted to get for a long time but I guess I do not have the guts to, or the money too. Guess I somehow gave in to temptation and pierced before my O's, even though I actually wanted to pierce after my O's. 

And my kind volleyball junior, Jasmine, was so helpful. She agreed to accompany me to the old woodlands market to pierce, which was said to only be for $20. 

More about it later. 

A last photo of my un-pierced belly to mark the day I go ' belly-pierce-free ' 

So I headed down to woodlands, only to realize that they don't do piercings anymore.

Was kind of pissed off. Kind Jasmine agreed to accompany to Queensway to pierce! So we somehow felt like we travelled around the World today with the endless travelling on the redline. 

So we went to a shop called Primitive, which only did the piercing for us at a reasonable price! 

Normal stud - $45 

Diamond stud - $50 

Titanium stud - $55 

Diamond Titanium stud - $65 

So I decided to do the Titanium one which was the safe route and also, they have many different colors to choose from! 

They have totally good services, there was this lady trying to calm me down because truthfully, I'm a loser at piercings despite having 9 piercings on my ears. 

She even made sure she marked out accurately so it will be straight. She even sanitize the seat! ( truthfully I like her because she call me skinny HAHA ) 

I'm really glad the woodlands one did not work out. Even though it's cheap, they do not really mark it out properly for you. Plus it's less painful compared to Jasmine who said that after she pierced at woodlands she couldn't stand straight. I could even chase after a bus ( in my heels ) . 

Consequences, don't chase after a bus after piercing your navel. 

Even though it's painless, blood started appearing. 

Pretty or pretty?! 

They also provide this for me to sanitize my piercing and cleanse it everyday. 

Alright. 

Goodbye! 

Stressed-like Guilty.

Another day at home after a night of studying. Still kind of disappointed with myself because I repeatedly did Math paper 1 Papers but always getting only around 60/75. Feeling so stressed that for my O's I will do worse then this, which can't even secure me a simple B. 

Feeling so guilty not attending school as I kind of abandoned this girl alone to fend for herself. ( Making it sound like she's going to War HAHA ). Okay I can't help but turn on my crazy mode whenever I'm texting this shortie or whenever I'm with her. Sometimes I even wonder how she tolerate my sudden change of mood. Nevertheless, I'm glad to have a friend like her. 

Head down to Orchard to collect my Mum's Rolex Watch as she went to repair it for I don't know what freaking reasons which cost $900. Was comparing my watch with hers, which I lost immediately. 

Sat down with my Grandma outside TAKA while my parents went to collect the watch as she couldn't walk far. As usual, she told me about how she saved money by buying coffee 30 cents cheaper without the sugar, and putting sugar in by herself. Brought tears to my eyes as she told me how she could no longer walk as fiddle as before. 

Ate at Food Republic and I swear the food is awesome. Abit too spicy for my liking though. 

(that's my grandma sitting over there) 

GoodBye!

Nostalgic.

Woke up at 10 today to head down to the market to eat breakfast with my mum. Nostalgia feeling as it had been a long time since I ate breakfast with my mum. Still remembered the last time I went to eat breakfast with my mum frequently at macdonalds was Afew years ago when I was still living in Palm Gardens. Short time with her but at least I got the chance to update her about my studies and all without getting into a quarrel with her. ( Yes we are both extremely hot-headed ) 

Headed down to Admiralty to play mahjong with my Aunt and my cousin. Been trying to persuade my cousin to go to HYSS because in actual fact, I think it's a much better choice compared to many other schools. 

Was too lazy to take out the ' nicer ' and ' less-yellowish ' tiles so we made do with this. Was feeling so uncomfortable due to my dry eyes ( cause of my contact-lens ) and also how humid it was. 

Little story about me when I was young; 

I had perfect eyesight when I was young. One fine day when my bro came home with a pair of spectacles, I was ultra jealous because he was flaunting his spectacles to me knowing that I get jealous easily whenever he have something which I do not have. 

So I did the most dumb and regretful thing I have ever done in my life, I look at the television around 1 hour a day with my face only an inch away from the screen. Literally only an inch. That caused my degree to accelerate like..... Voooooooom! 

So TADAHHH, I spoilt my eyes to wear spectacles, just to wear contact lens now. 

One little fact about me, 

Everyday when I come to school in the morning I am totally literally a blind girl as I don't wear my contacts in the morning. 

So I'm so sorry if I really look at you like I don't know who you are when you waved at me, because I can't see your face. 

My Primary 6 cousin. Pardon my red face I couldn't resist the white wine. 

I want to go to a place with just the sound of the waves filling my ears as though they are music, with the bright Sunlight beating down on my face. Such a beautiful sight. The first stop I'm going if I'm going overseas in the future is definitely Maldives. 

My bro's drawing may not look that realistic but I'm so proud of him. This is his first time drawing a real person. 

Does she look like Demi Lovato? Please no criticism unless you can do better then him.