2013(?)

It's 2014.

2013 had been a hectic roller coaster ride, having heartbreaks, major exams, friendship problems, the normal standard teenager problems. Glad I got through it ( not very strongly ) and I'm looking forward to a new year. 

2013 seemed short, but actually if I recap what happened during that whole year, it seemed long. Many tend to feel that the year pass by quickly because they never tend to think back on what happened throughout the whole year. 

Not to mention, the first four months of 2013 were the few most wasted months I had ever spent, and also regretted, followed by the mugging of O's and stressing over it every single day, crying myself to sleep at times for no particular reason. Glad I have some people to go through it with me and I'm proud and blessed to have them. 

Anyways, this was my first year celebrating Christmas! 

Treated my parents to a Japanese buffet. 

I fell sick and had a high temperature before Christmas, thank goodness my mum did the traditional method to help in lowering body's temperature, otherwise my Christmas would have been ruined. 

Anyways, celebrated Christmas with my girl and the guys on the 28th. Went ice skating and ate our LogCake. 

And we also ate Itacho Sushi( one of our Favourite places for Japanese cuisine ) 

And my girl got me these for Christmas. Love the customized necklace because it has my English name. 

Went for countdown with my Favourite people, went to eat at beavers before that. 

I know I know this post is literally a food post my stomach is rumbling looking at these food myself I swear hahahah. 

Not to mention, even though i regretted many things I did, and the events that occurred, i'm glad they occurred, because they are just events that made me realise how dumb I was.
Taking this opportunity, I want to thank the people that's been with me, especially my girl who was there to pull me up when I fell, my crazy fatty who listened to my nonsense when I was down, and the guys & my bro that brighten up my life, taking my mind off miserable stuffs.
Proud to say that I spent the last day of my 2013 with a smile and also started it with my love ones.

Happy New Year!

Adding on to it, many asked me why did I get a tattoo and why that quote. Some told me I will definitely regret what I did but I know I won't. 

In 2013, I went through major changes. I received comments stating that I'm fat from both strangers and people I know. I was fat in the past, but hearing these comments made me feel so inferior. I stopped eating like how I usually did and when I do eat a lot I feel so guilty. No one even my girl knew that I was getting weaker. ( the reason why I fall sick so easily nowadays ) But something happened that made me realize that I should maintain a proper image not for the sake of others, but for myself. If people do love me, they will respect me for who I am. 

Getting this tattoo teaches me to remind myself not to change just for the sake of others, but myself, because the fact is that it's my body, not theirs.