Journey of life .

It will be more of a wordy post instead so IF YOU DONT WANNA READ , just close it please ! (:

Lifes hard nowadays . So tired , its like school's getting more tedious everyday , like how difficult it is to hang on any longer . I believe many of us feel like giving up . This year sec 4 express have that motivation to study harder , to strive for their olevels , while the NA's are striving for best results for their N'levels . But , i dont know why am i still so fucking slack . I need to buck up now . But words isnt any use at all . How to prove it with my actions when i cant get rid of this lazy habit of mine for these past 4 years . Im just so tired , i just dont feel like hanging on any longer . Maybe this is just something that every normal teenager have to go through . i shouldnt be complaining. There are millions of people out there who wants to study but still doesnt have a chance to , people out there who worries about natural disasters instead of whether there are alot homeworks , people out there who worries about whether they have enough money for the next meal , instead of worrying whether they have time to go out shopping or sightseeing , people who worry about getting diseases and not being able to get medical treatment instead of us who keep complaining about having to see a doctor when we are sick . So these things tells me that im very fortunate .

However , without my teammates , i doubt i will be able to hang on that far . The sec 4's and Rebecca are stepping down this week wednesday , and those are the people which placed a large impact on my life and in my heart . Without them maybe i wont even be the cheerful girl i am in school at all . Without them i doubt i will be able to know what's call teamwork , and i thank them for everything they have given me , be it friendship , arguements , happiness , smiles , laughters , or maybe even sorrows . They bring me though the journey of life , and experiencing the life of a normal teenager , not caring people who despise us because of our loud voices , not caring about people who thinks that volleyball is easy and that we have no talents in anything , people who thinks that volleyball is a waste of time and we are wasting our precious time . Hello , volleyball is somehow our life , although some of us doesnt want to join volleyball anymore when we go to JC/POLY , but at least this is called ' gaining some experience ' .

So yeah its gonna be mid year very soon and im not prepared YET . its time to buck up ! I shall do my DNT folio tomorrow when i have decided to wake up :D ! And yeah im like fucking addicted to playing the chubby bunny after the first attempt with Raina HAHA . I keep asking people to play chubby bunny with me ! ;$ -LIKEASHYONLY- HAHA because i feel like a retard asking people to play it with me ! :D HAHA WHATEVER BYEBYE ! :D

and yeah a photo of our sec 1/2 west zone cgirls ? HAHA DONT GET A SHOCK PLEASE .

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REACHING ALREADY !!!!

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TADAHHHHHH ! Some of them isnt in volleyball anymore but , HAHA JUST a photo to show your ! :D , look at our nerd style ? -LIKEASHY- HAHA . BYE !

Trip to vietnam

On the plane to vietnam . Friday - Monday ! HAHA , like a happy girl !




Cousin !
Went for hot stone full body massage . Everytime got cracks HAHA . and yeah omg i feel sexually harassed because she was practically touching everywhere :/ ~

Day 2 , the wedding day . LIKE A TIRED ONLY AH MAKE ME WAKE SO EARLY ! I DIDNT KNOW MUST WEAR NICELY THEN MY MUM WAS LIKE , WHY DE SHIT ARE U WEARING A DOMO SHIRT ):


killer heels , imagine if i whack you with it ! HAHA
Vodka cruiser , like 5% only D: !
Sunglasses yo !
Flower ! HAHA
had a makeup artist to come my room help me make up . Its a guy HAHA defug ! He made temporary curls for me which made me determined to curl my hair HAHA !

fat please !

Third day , went to shop at shopping malls and went to the museum !

And yeah that well is a well which people got murdered inside and got cut into pieces ): !

There was even baby which are twins and are sticked together , and they are preserved . OMG . like freaking sad and scary . Because of the bombs and de toxins , many people got deformed and many died .. D: !



My Grandfather's spouse :P ! HIAKHIAK SHES FREAKING GOOD TO ME SHE GIMMIE A BOTTLE OF CHIVAS :D !
buffet breakfast . and yeah i ate so little D:
At airport back to SG ! HIAKHIAK I FUCKING MISS SG . KNOW WHY ? YEAH IM GONNA POST ABOUT IT AT THE BOTTOM LATER !
Grandfather !

Air ticket ( boarding ticket )

above the clouds ! :D

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Firstly , the roads are like that . filled with motorcycles without any trafficlight , they dont even stop at zebra crossings so i almost got banged alotalot of times ! D: ,

SECONDLY . wherever you walk , got people keep looking at you , some guys even desiao by asking for money . FUCK YOU .

Thirdly , my hotel is a 5star hotel , and beside it , like fucking alot prostitute dens ah ?!!!? then they see me like see ghost stare at me . at night i was walking behind my father one girl bio my father and almost wanted to approach him DAFUCK but i think she noticed us so she backed off . like what ?!!?

Fourthly , people there like to scold you for no reasons , WHY ?!!!??? , and its like scary because they scold u in the vietnam language , and it feels like those thailand horror movies , so i kinda got nightmares D: ! And plus dafuck wherever i walk , got guys asking me want get on their motor ? FUCKYOU . scared the hell out of me .

HAHA BUT there are reasons why i love vietnam ! :D hiakhiaks !

FIRSTLY , the hotel i stayed was a 5star hotel , so theres WIFI , I can whatsapp and use twitter and facebook ! :D there is a freaking big bathtub for me to bathe in and relax , and yeah they are like fucking polite and high class ! theres even a pool table for me to play HAHA even though its only 8ft !

the lobby !


HAHA CHIO RIGHT I KNOW !

Secondly , There sell wine and hardliquor VERYVERYVERY CHEAP . I MEAN SUPER CHEAP . PLUS the hot stone massage there was super ! i practically felt like im floating after the massage ! :D , TAXI WAS SUPER CHEAP TOO HELLO . HIRE ONE TAXI STARTING PRICE ONLY 20000 Dong , which is 60cents ! :D TRAVELLED AROUND IN TAXI LIKE A BOSS AND AT MOST ONLY 1DOLLAR PLUS ?!!!? HAHA . lucky got taxi or i will get banged down by motorcycles.

Thirdly , there got ALOTALOTALOT ANGMOHS ! WHICH ARE FUCKING HANDSOME AND FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES LIKE USA , SPAIN , GERMANY ! HOHO HAHA .okay should stop spazzing . Singapore's still the best ! HAHA kay end of post ! sorry if its wordy ! ): BYEBYE !