When i was small photos ! :D

This is erm sec 1 , not much difference yeah ? :x

Taken in primary 6 (:
With my bro , erm , primary school time ?

Primary 6 class photo ,
Same , primary 6 candid shot class photo
Sec 1 , with my mushroom hair and my specs LOL

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Tomorrow , JP with mum and bro , and shunbian enrol in tuition thts same as baby Raina (: !

It wasnt my choice ,

wishing for you to be beside me when i open my eyes .
no hair ! D:
random ?
swollen eyes D:
Guess i opened my eyes and you are not beside me D:

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photos first , talks later (: AS USUAL :D
blueberry tart ! :D
My specs which i rarely wear x.x ! , bec i loook like a professional ! :/
i love my pinky finger de longlong nail ! :D , last time was longer x.x

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YTD played maple for whole day , >> Pool-ed at my house there the safra >> BLABLABLA nothing else ! ><

OKAY BORING DAY LOLS , and i camwhore when im bored so ps for the photos LOL !! :X

SORRY PPL FOR THE BORING POST WILL POST SOMETHING MORE INTERESTING NEXT TIME ! :D

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and theres an insect in my room which is moving so quickly x.x

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the higher the expectations i have of myself , the bigger the disappointment . Many things arent going my way , and do you know i miss you alot ? And now so many things are making me fret so much , my brain cells are killing me . Headache like a hell , and i want everything to stop. Please can you suddenly come up to me and tell me , everything's okay ? But , nopes , thats never going to happen , and it will never be my choice to love you , nor have you.

Same Old Boring Day !~

This photo was taken around 1year plus ago , was my favourite photo .

btw , photo(s) first ? Details later , as usual :D
LJS with Vanessa Tan !

There tht crazy zharborh !

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met her at 11 >> walked to Safra >> Pool-ed , and tht woman recognise me , jiu kpkb me again say canot wear this shirt -.- , like a guailan only -'- , >> LJS >> Met the others >> Training ! :D , >> BBT-ED >> HOMED ,

okay boring day x.x ! next week , quite looking forward to it ehh ! :D

BYES (:

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my complains , dont want see , close this window , no need make any comments .

knn siahs , come home jiu kpkb me . Why cant i use the com , favour guys over girls , then give birth to me for ? When you knew i was a girl , just fucking abort me , no need to suffer having a useless girl right ? like wtf , now what century alr , girls are also equally useful as guys okay -.- !

Memories , Tiring Day , (:

Memories much , This was taken during a trip in sec 2 , when our jerseys numbers are different still. I seriously miss those times , but who does ? When we were still so innocent and happy , love it muchs.

Photos first ? Details later ! :D
Vaney ! at a icecream shop called "udders" at west mall (: [ many memories there too ]
Ruijia (:
Sonia ! :D
Rannie and szemin at Frolicks ! :D

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Jp-ed at 11am >> Met Sonia , Ruijia , Vanessa , Mrted to West mall >> Ate Udders , and Rannie and szemin Came and ordered one more [ We ate waffles with cookie and creams (: ] >> Ordered another plate and shared with Vaney >> Frolicks >> 157 to HKE Mac >> Gym >> Training >> BBT at Happy Cup till 7 >> Bus-ed and Mrt-ed home :D

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we were like a super lethargic today ! x.x , and i slept on the MRT , almost missed my stop ! D: ,

hope tomorrow will be a happy day :D

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Somehow , i miss you , really alot .. But i guess you wont know that i miss you .

Dedications to my love ones (: ,

Dedications to my love ones ,

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Shall start with my team captain Beini ,

♥Hi captain ! :D , mature lady ! last long with your deon ehh ? :D ~ and i still remember how u always tell me about my vb skills , and i buehsong you ! sorry ahh ~ DUIBUQI ! bad temper de girl jiu shi zheyang liao ! forgive me kayy stead ? :D , andandand , u know u very muscular anot ! jealous max ! :/

Secondly , Vice-captain RuiJia ,

♥Hi vice captain ! :D , my bus partner , and somehow text partner ! :P , Sorry or always guailaning you ! its just for fun only you know :P , And yeah , your spiking is like super nice ! (: , and you dont really have so much pimples ehh so dont need keep say about your pimples because you dont have much and its normal ! :D , lets stay as haopengyou please ? Love you girlfriend ! :D ~

Thirdly , Rannie,

♥Hi darling ! (: , know what , have more self confidence ! It will do you good . Just keep telling yourself that you are not inferior compared to others. And your thighs arent that big ! So stop feeling sad about it okay ? (: And i know theres a period of time when we argued till when we see each other , its like damn awkward . I kinda like how we are right now , as good friends . Hope we will get to clear our misunderstandings ? :D , love you (:

Fourthly , JingYee ,

♥Hi QAD ! :D I didnt expect us to know each other , and be good friends like now ! :D . i didnt even expect us to be in the same class , and spend recesses together . I didnt know we can get to communicate that easily , as i thought that you are chinese educated and im english educated. I like how i heart to heart talk with you during lesson times , and how you help me when i have financial problems :P . Sorry for bullying you at times , but , you know i love you right :P , !

Fifty or what ? :x , our dear libero, Vanessa ,

♥Hi Laopo ! I miss those times when i chiong home so that i can play audi with you , and while on the bus/mrt , im like on the phone with you to cure my bordom . Those times are enjoyable ? :P , but nowadays we just stay out so late LOL ! Funny how things turned drastically. I remember there was once we argued , and i was in a dilemma whether to apologise or not , as i didnt want to lose you. And there was a time i canot tahan your guailan-ness ! But now im like the same as you also so HAHA :P , love you kays jiayous in volleyball (: ~

Sixly LOL , SzeMin ,

♥Hi DearDear ! :D i remember how i always bully you last time :P , but now u very difficult to bully alr ahh no fun one :P ! So good in studies ! and your spike improved damn muchh ! :x ~ Seriously big muscles , dont be jealous of my slim legs :P AWWWW im being bhb again ppl who see this dont say OMG disgusting PeiYu ! :x Jiayous in your work , volleyball , and studies kay ! Dont think so much about things , and i miss times when i heart to heart talk with you in sec 2 (: ~ Love you :D !

Lastly , Raina ,

♥Hi Baby ! Guess yours will be longest as i have never done a dedication for you before ? :x , I love to heart to heart talk with you. And, i remember how we used to dont like each other so much and dw see each other ? And how sad we were when we found out we were in the same class ? And i forgotten how we became good friends , and how we started hanging out. Its like so sudden , but it feels like ive known you for sososo long . Heart to heart talk with you is seriously awesome, and dont so sad over little things ? (: Must try to smile more , dont moodswing so much ? And try tahan my bhb-ness ehh ? :P 1/HALF more years with me ! >< , Okay love you baby (: !

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Any other ppl want me to do dedications ? :D

Crazy person , Training ! :D ,

Went to Ruijia's house for free lunch , MAGGIE MEE ! :D and we took polaroid pictures ! :D

Went to meet vaney with Ruijia ! Bought Tea-licious !

There was this one abuneh , conversation

him - eheh lend me phone , i i need call sister , urgent .

( i faster walk away left vanessa aside :P )

Vanessa- HUH ?

him- i need call sister , lend me phone eh

Vanessa- *RuijiaRuijia!!*

Ruijia- HUHHUH ?!

Him- lend me phone !

Ruijia- Go to public phone lahh !

Him- NO PUBLIC PHONE NO PUBLIC PHONE , ehh POLY student , lend me lah , i need call sis.

Ruijia- Im sorry but we are not free -.- Byes !

( like a funny Ruijia so old meh poly student HAHA! And i got blamed seirously for pangsehhing Vanessa LOL she was like super scared >< ! )

like a obvious that he wants to snatch our phone and run away -.- ! LAMESTER , DISGUSTING.
And we had training ! :D super enjoyable today ehh ? :D , ending off with a smile ! (:

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I wont be needing you anymore, i can rely on myself thankyouverymuchs.