Quarreled with my mum again . As usual . This time , over something stupid . Like erm... Shoe size ? -.- , defug i know .. And as usual , she drag my father in over things that are super long ago, talking about sides , what go to your father side . When does a complete family have sides ? Yeah i admit , i hate going home because sometimes , having dinner with you all and talking to your will bring about quarrels . Even joking with you , also cannot . Then why ? Why keep calling me to go home and have dinner with you all , when i have no freedom of speech , when just having dinner with your brings about so much quarrels? Sometimes when im just so tired .. i refuse to go home , because the result is always quarreling , and my father will always be the victim . Why must you humiliate all of us in front of the crowd , in front of strangers with all your shoutings at us ? Dont you treat us as family ? Why do you even do that , when you know we care alot about our faces ? Some people are jealous of people with a complete family . But , even with a complete family , that have quarrels everyday , and not being able to face each other for weeks , whats the use ? Usually its all these shits that brings down my morality . Im sorry dad , for being so unfilial , and then its always you who have to suffer , suffer those humiliations , having to say sorry repeatedly when its not your fault , when its me who refuse to apologise , when its you who have to endure those scoldings in replace for my peace .
oh , lets talk about more happy things kay ?
Youth Carnival on saturday , who went to support ? ^.^ , SADLY , my class ,
no one played the games , even though its fun . We only earned money through our face painting , awww , i was such a good cashier , i stayed there for a long period of time till the last one hour when i went to play volleyball at the hall ! Oh , and i got back my happy phone from my teacher , yayy !
and
miss polina came to our booth , i was like
' Can i take a picture with you ? I want take photo with you ! ' and she was like ' Yeah sure , i wanna take a picture with you too ! ' and she took out her camera ! That made my day okay ! :b ,
this girl was scared that i wont go school , then she be loner cashier :B , i wont so easy pangseh people one okay if i know your alone ! :b , DONT THINK SO LOWLY OF ME :P , okaycannnnnnn .
oh i just had my
chinese oral on friday . Guess what , its a picture at the hdb block with shoes and racks , clothes hanging on top of the flower pots .
Stunned for a moment , then i remembered my chinese teacher say ' Just try your best , describe the photo can already ! ' so i just literally described it , and its my first time trying my best so say as much as i could . There was a question which the invigilator asked
[ are singaporeans considerate nowadays ? ]
i replied
[ Singaporeans are inconsiderate nowadays because they are selfish and only think about themselves . BUT , i think im considerate because i always think and care for others ]
GUESS WHAT ,
the teacher
laughed at me :(
guess my level of BHB is
x1000000000000, can even bhb in front of an invigilator ,
but overall , at least i said things , usually , oral i say nothing one , maybe one word one word ? Sigh , my communication skills sucks .
kayyy .... abrupt ending , BYE !
i need to be happy ..i need to . No one understands how i feel , i want to give up ..
8.15PM
been crazy over my eyebags recently , tadahhh , batman in action ! 
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