Live life for your own ,

Ditch.

It was such a long day yesterday but I was glad I get to spend it with the people I love.

So I decided to ditch my science halfway just to go out. ( bad choice I know ) but it beats staying at home and rotting.

Using pure science one though I got this when I was sec 3 so yeah.

So i met the people and I was so glad to see my shortie. Cheesy as it sounds, it feels like I had not seen her for a very long time, even though it was only a day.

Dark confetti @ Saveur ; below Far East Plaza

I swear it's awesome. Best duck drum

Ever. Plus the price was reasonable! Only $12.90 w/o GST.

Usually have to wait super long before you can get a seat when it's around 6 already!

First take fail because I was talking to her @ the last moment. Blame the loser for having such bad photography skills!

She's like so cute, walking around Far East, ion orchard, orchard central in school uniform. :b

Look @ my bro and my shortie! One head difference! :b

This is kinda worse. She look like a minion beside Nicholas! Like literally a minion!

Finally a guy with not much height difference from her. She's still shorter though~

Headed down from Far East to orchard central just for cold stone!

Mint Mint Chocolate Chocolate Chip! Totally awesome. Plus they throw the icecream in the air. So cool!

For the medium cup it's only 7.90 with so many things inside etc Brownies.

I seriously look like a pedophile beside this girl but heck care, so glad to have her.

Goodbye!

Finally a break from the exams for four days. Finally done with English, Math and SS. I swear I feel like a weight is being lifted off my shoulders. All I can do now is pray and hope for the best. One of the best moments in life was when I flipped the SS paper and all three topics of the essay sections are topics I had studied. Could not stop grinning to myself sheepishly. Math was a total disappointment to me though. Halfway through the paper I needed to pee so badly. The feeling of ' if i stand up the pee is gonna come out ' kinda pee feeling. Was telling myself the paper in front of me was more important than some pee. Ended up i couldnt concentrate well and made soooooo many careless mistakes. Disappointed in myself. I just hope for the best..

Just 3 more..... geog, science, dnt, and im free.

Routine.

Another normal routine with my girl today~

She headed down to tiong barhu find me study.

Before that, Nicholas had already reached. And he freaking surprised me with the book I had always wanted to buy and read!

THANKKKKKKS IM SO HAPPY.

Thanks for the book it really cheered me

Up a lot! ^^ promise I won't read it till after my O's~ okay maybe like the first few pages I guess.... ><

My girl arrived with some macaroons! Over the moon lalalala did I say before how much I love you? :b

Headed down to Ikea for dinner after my bro came! Meatball cravings accomplished! :D

Wanted to head down to mount Faber safra with my girl to study but we were too lazy so we ended up talking and went to play pool! ( kill us please pool two days before English paper.. )

Did I mention how much I love this girl hahaha. Never fail to brighten up my day even though she never really did anything. Just being there just soothed me. Love reminiscing things with her and how much we went through, how things would have ended up different if she never did this or did that. I'm glad things turned out this way, how fate made us become closer. Please don't feel so stress over so many things, I will be there for you when you need me. I don't mind being a listening ear on how stressful you feel, no worries about feeling that you will make me more stressful! I'm strong remember?!

Love you shortie! ^^

Goodbye and goodluck to everyone taking O's this year!

Screwed Up.

Today is finally the day man. The day of O's. Science practical.

Was feeling all jittery from yesterday the whole day that I could not fall asleep till late in the morning.

Even though it's science.... And I don't really Intend to expect much..but I just wanna do well.

Totally screwed up my paper though I guess, did not get some of the calculations my classmates got. So disappointed in myself.

Next week is already the start of the major exams. Feel like breaking down at realizing how near it is. Scared I will screw up again, that I will blank out in the examination hall.

Went to get my Favourite subway wrap today to cheer myself up from all the negativity I was feeling.

Headed down to popular. I swear there are just so many books I wanna read and buy but I just can't bear to part my money to purchase these books. Especially the one on top. Hais. The feeling was just like ' love at first sight ' I almost wanted to swipe my card to purchase it. Stopped myself from buying it because I will start reading it and neglect my O's.

Gelateria Italia. Did I say before I always stuff myself with food if I'm really sad? Such a bad habit but I just.... Hais i swear I'm feeling so down right now.

Headed down to 448 market at clementi to find my parents for dinner~ did not really eat except for 2 sticks of satay though.

Goodbye.

Positive aspects

Found this on twitter, and I'm very sure many of us finds it relatable, even me. However, instead of just thinking about the pessimistic part of all these, how about the positive parts?

Face : here's so acne.

Don't acne heal? They are just a temporary flaw on your face which is something humans usually get when they are growing.

School : here's some work.

Without work, how do you try to improve yourself to excel and achieve what you wanted to achieve badly? Through miracles?

Friends : here's a knife in the back.

At least through these, you get to know who are your true friends and who are the ones who are just there to watch you fall.

Parents : here's some added pressure.

Parents pressure you to show you that they care. Would you rather have your parents adding pressure to you all the time, or having no parents at all..?

Emotions : here's some depression.

In life, feeling depressed is something not abnormal. In actual fact, most people do feel depressed, but one will be able to go through these ordeals with your loved ones.

In life, one should actually try to think on the positive side instead of just focusing on all the things that are against you.

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Headed down to orchard with my bro and nic to go shopping for presents and nic's hat since he wanna cover his army head.

First time trying this and it was nice. Did not know the taste was banana till I finished drinking it. Swear I'm such a klutz at times ( okay maybe at all times )