Exams?

Exams are officially over .... NOT .
still got math o'levels ,and im already in the holiday mood . lesigh .
Kinda glad my results were better then expected because i was so disappointed whenever i complete a paper . Hope that these are enough to help me promote to 5EN .

So wanna go to halloween Night lah siahs , then scare whoever is going with me . *evilsmile* LOL .
Kay truefacts about me
1. Im scared of horror things . LOL
2. I love GORE.

So people must be like thinking ' why this woman love gore then scared of horror ? LOL . Everyone thought im not scared of horror because i love gore . WHAT CONNECTION IS THERE ? LOL .

The reason why i prefer gore to horror is
1. Im quite superstitious , not that i got do alot bad things so im scared . LOL
2. Gore movies are kinda fake because i keep telling myself its fake .
3. Gore movies like SAW have a meaning behind it , while horror movies are almost all the same plots , thing s about people dying in the house before etcetc .
4. I like to see the actors acting like they are being tortured because it shows me how well they can act .

Oh and theres this nice horror movie that for once i laughed at it , because its more to people dying then being haunted . But its nice so yeah if your wanna watch , GO WATCH IT :D

LOOK SO COOL RIGHT , the poster of the bloody wall , you will only know the meaning behind it at the end of the show . #justsaying

ahhhhh i wanna go badly . :(

i wanna stay in this class mainly because i wanna proceed on with my life , and yeah i wanna continue being in 5EN , with this class , with my classmates , with that ugly girls at the photo on top , with many many other people .

my awesome drawing . Okayyy that pig's damn cute , and its called piggy . Its been with me for like .... 10 years ? LOL . i bring it to genting every year because i bought it from genting , and im bringing it back to its 'country' . LOL . kay just being random . Bye !

:)

Its been a long time since i update my blog , and im so tired  , because ITS EXAM PERIOD . So tired , and   i needa study so much . Scared i cannot promote to next year . Been studying and not sleeping in class because my classmate said seeing me sleep makes her feel like sleeping too . I cant affect the others . Soyeah ive been forcing myself to stay awake and it doesnt seem that bad ! :)

I just want this week to end , happily .

^.^

Long time since I blogged . Talking about recent things , i passed my emath prelims ! Alright I know , nothing to be happy about . People aim A1 , I aim pass . But I didn't pass before . And it's an achievement for me which boosts my confidence even more z even though I failed amath and Chinese though . EOY is arriving , and I'm not prepared yet . What to do ? I needa start . Dnt's stressing me so much . #lesigh




Oh , and USS with my bro was awesome ! Even though it was my second time going there .


Kay ermmm awkward .... Short post but bye !


*hotstuff* photos , I mean those photos that's not me . LOL .

Whattttt?

Guess what , prelims are over , and im so glad , even though we took only afew subjects ! Afew means really afew ! Amath , Emath , Chinese !
And although i tried my best for this prelims , i guess it is aint enough , because i think i will do badly , especially my Amath , since it was so difficult .


GUESS WHAT , its september holidays ! for ONE WHOLE WEEK , and yeah i have plans for the whole week . #LESIGH ,

Me, Avery , Vernice, Meixin , Yuhui , Celina , (LEFT TO RIGHT )

Yeah , we were at our school gym . Quality of our gym is like ..... *SPEECHLESS* but yeah , at least there are new trackmiles ! :)

I miss B'GIRLS'2012 , Gladly say that , i love this photo alot even though my hair was like...... Because it reminds me of those times .
My class ! 4EN ! Even though i just joined this class this year , i can super duper gladly say that i love this class ! Even though i just suddenly *chopchop* join in this class , they never fail to make me feel belonged . Despite me dragging the class down etc . Love you guys ! :)

Been studying at the library , and i feeeeel so tired . Chionging my DNT work now , yeahyeah i know , 4E ,5N , 4N , all done their folio already. How about me ? Im still stuck at Development . #LESIGH , *FROWNS*

OH and it was my bro's birthday on the 27th August ! Swensens icecream cake for you all ! ^.^ , Happy birthday my beloved brother and JIAYOUS for your ALevels okay ! :)
Happy birthday my beloved brother ! :)
Glad to at least still have quarrels with you , this shows that we are communicating and caring for each other  !

Some call it magic , I call it , MIRACLES .


WHATTTTT ? SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS STILL GOT SUPPLEMENTARY CLASSES ?! heeeeeehs. tsk .

Judgemental Society

I admit , this is a judgemental society , back to the topic which me and Chermine always talk about , This IS a judgemental society . I admit ,people judge , its in our nature . We all are being judged by what we wear . When we wear too less , we are called sluts , wear too much , we are called old fashioned . Wear too plain , we have no creativity , wear too complicated , we are called crazy and weird . Whatever we say , or whatever we do in the past , we are always being judged . And the worst thing is , being judged by a stranger or someone you dont even know well . Sometimes people have to walk into other people's shoes and understand what made them like that . Like how bitches were created from bastards . And bastards were created from bitches . And the cycle continues , never ending . Being too fat , we get jeered at for being fat . Trying to slim down , ALSO being jeered at . Thats how the society works , and how people have to continue life with these judgemental remarks made by people . This post is just to tell people ' BE WHO YOU ARE ' , just do whatever you want , who cares if people irks you or something . True friends will stay by you be it whatever you do . Even if youve done the most disgusting thing , like farting or something , you will just laugh it off and get beaten at jokingly . So , the only way to not get affected by judgemental people , is to understand this judgemental society .

Holiday!

So during the LONGLONGLONGGG short holiday , i went to stay for a night at festive hotel with my family , and yeah overall, that hotel was kinda awesome because its kinda cosy ! :)

 At first i was thinking what's festive hotel , and that it sounded kinda .... festive , but it was awesome !
and the best thing is .... Everything's FREEEE . Carparkings and the hotel room . Special thanks to my
Uncle ! :)

 the awesome escalator that made me feel like im a pokemon trainer going to my pokemon league because there was the kanchiong music and the ''fire'' kinda thingy !

The pooool ! :) *Credits to google*

My room , it looks kinda dull i guess , ima lousy photographer ! :( but heyyyy there was this big tv which has the HTMI for me to watch my movies from my laptop connected to the TV ! :)

The mirror in the toilet ! :) , ! ~

So yeah after putting our things down , we headed to the beach , which we left half an hour later because my mum couldnt take it anymore . #lesigh But yeah finally a family photo with at least a nice background . LOOK AT THE EXTRAS AT THE SIDE OF THE PICTURE . HEEEEHS .

so we went back to Vivo to eat swensens , i ate fish and chips , and even though the swensens there is more expensive , but theres the free salad buffet bar ! Healthier choice ! and YKNW WHAT ?! the fish and chips photo isnt original . Because i already cut it in half and i figured out i havent taken a photo . Please call me a genius for making it look like brand new (even the lemon's been squeezed)

 There ! thats the original fish and chips , and i guess mine looks NICER *credits to Google*

heres the salad bar ! SEE HOW TEMPTING IT IS ?! *drools*

after eating went home and watched mission impossible with my parents in my hotel room's tv !

(my second time watching it)

and i still find it AWESOME !

then i proceeded with mahjonging and we slept at 4am in the morning ! :)

and in the morning i went to eat claypot rice ! Photo in my instagram ! :) , we proceeded home then headed out shortly to the zoo because i keep pestering my parents and that they can enter free because its their birthday month ! 

So we asked a random person queueing to buy a ticket for only me , 

AND IT RAINED HALFWAY THROUGH THE SHOW WE WERE WATCHING ! #lesigh , but we still get to walk around later when it stopped raining !

and my father was so sweeet , we went back home then he went out shortly without my mother's knowledge to buy a birthday cake even though my mum keep insisting she dont want any cake because it means shes growing older !

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kayyyyyyyyyy........ offtopic because idk what to say anymore but ,

AMATH EXAM was horrible for me . and we were only tested 11 topics . Imagine we took the express paper and were tested 22 topics , how we handle ? Emath was okay , guess i could pass , but not good marks . disappointed in myself .

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TOMORROW'S my bro birthday , the year seem to pass so quickly , it seemed so recent that it was my brother's birthday .

i believe in miracles , but i dont believe in gaining things without hardwork , because ive been through it all . But im still relying on miracles to help me .

:) ! Smile , because you deserve it .

Posting because Cheryl keep pestering me to update saying my blog's dead and that she doesn't like it :/ , so yeahhhh........... Maybe she wanted me to update about her *LEFT CHEEK* thing ? :b


Got o'level MT results today. Got C5 , and actually, to say the truth, that's my best result for the past for years . I know my abilities , and that my Chinese cannot make it, but yeah , I choose to be optimistic instead because at least for now , I passed , and I knew I tried my best. That's enough to motivate me for now . So people who didn't get good results , If you think your ability can be better than what you got , retake. At Least you won't regret ! I'm gonna retake , , and I know next time , it will be better .