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Yesterday marks the end of my Secondary School life. Collecting my results was one of the most stressed feelings I could have ever felt. 
Seeing faces of the most improved student award and not seeing mine up there just added on to my stress level because my Prelims were really bad, with the highest grade of only a C5, which only meant that if I did not improve drastically, I did real badly for O's. Plus throughout my whole 5 years, the highest grade I got was only a B4, and it was only recently during Prelims. * stress level x100000000% * 
Ended up I did not bad at all, just that some subjects were not up to my expectations. 
Staying an extra one more year to cope with my studies and catch up with what I had missed out on was indeed worth it. Nevertheless, I'm glad that most of my classmates did well, and that my girl got satisfactory results. 
Did not want this to be a naggy long winded post but I would really like to thank all of my teachers ( even though they won't see this ) that did not give up on me despite me giving up on myself, always encouraging me and assuring me.  
Felt like I let down some of my teachers though, especially science and English. 
Really wanted to kill those people who scared me into thinkin that if I fail science I could not go to anywhere though because it's bullshit and I believed that bullshit for months and I got really stressed over it. 
To those who did not get your desired results, please understand that this is not the end of your route. Every new day leads to a new direction, and with hope, dreams may turn into realities. You may have lost to this battle, but you may win in the upcoming ones. 

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Anyways I bought a new book. So far I'm gonna rate it 8/10 but I'm not completed with it yet so yeah. 

Shall add on some photos I took when I went to USS to make the post less dull.
Guess I shall blog about food & some other random stuff the next time ( if I'm
Not lazy & I remember to ) 
Goodbye. :) 

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